without a doubt, things have been rough for me the past few weeks. i finally got around to picking up the camera again. i’ve been so distracted that i almost forgot how rewarding it is to me.
its like finding an old friend. its like a small level of security that i’ve been missing. its like experiencing a small bit of joy in the storm of crap.
its funny, i can’t believe that i lost motivation. that i allowed myself to be blinded.
as hard as life gets, i won’t let it happen again.